Fear is like salt
Fear is the cause of orderliness...it's like salt...it keeps oneself alert in present moment. What is unpleasant about is that it tears the body apart...creates lots of toxins. ...loose our body that is the Fear, which brings us into present moment...associated with body. It develops in child as ego starts developing....if there is no fear, you will hurt your body....it's necessary protection for our body but little more like salt..it spoils food. Who insults others ?....one is happy pr the other is unhappy....insensitive person may hurt someone...gods have quality of aabhayaaa....balance that Fear...both these qualities are within you...Fear about body...what people will say...you can categorize....even after enlightenment or knowing yourself, if you Fear...don't negate enlightenment....whether it is lost, Fear etc but they are like passing clouds....don't be deluded...they are fleeting moments...same is for desire. Present is not enough....craving for future moment...Sex is ...mind and body come to present moment. If desire passes through such experience you can wonder about it ....it is possible....like one absorbs what other is doing...in same way what is happening in one's own body...that's how he sees events and is not perturbed by them.
What is difference between wonder and curiosity ?
Curiosity is the beginning of mind and wonder is end of it !Child is curious about everything...answer them...another question they will have....after certain period curiosity stops and inertia develops..curiosity is the mother of science and wonder is the mother of spirituality. If you do just courses, nothing you gain...as time goes..curiosity dies. After while one takes even miracle is taken for granted...how leaves have this color pattern...this is wonder. This entire Universe is measured by our senses. Without eye you cannot feel how bright light is ! That's why Universe is called Maya...it's relative...it can be measured....example sugar n coffee. So, under stand means something within us or under the threshold....we can hear something outside.. similarly eyes has certain degree of light...so you can see..what you can't see..is what owl can see ! If curiosity is absent, then you are dead. If you are curious and pass through and reach wonder.. that is spiritual growth...all prophets had scientific minds...maturity of science comes natural way...More you know atoms..nebulous...etc and infinity everywhere. Just being curious is not enough, but you will not understand it as Maya...but have to see it beyond curiosity...monkeys don't wonder but they look so many times. It will break every pearl and taste it.Looking to the world...events come and passes...even death cannot shake an enlightened one. Death is like shedding clothes and walking away. What is that you are worried about ? There is no comparison with one has established oneself in himself...it's most unpredictable or unimaginable. It appears like story and you can only wonder about it...keen on big and small things..enjoy toffee or magnanimous of universe...desiring for the betterment of entire Universe. Total fearlessness but concern...found in natural way.
Stop all conflicts
Two things of knowing known to minds...concepts...Krishna says shabdajal..inside there is something...like seed in world that is not known to me....Sometimes words you heard were just a sound but the meaning is revealed after sometime...swabhava gnyana...example UP stand...everything is set...stand and start...janaka was amid reader since childhood but few minutes with Janaka...seed started sprouting...words touched deep in his heart.
We have heard nose is hollow and empty but experience is different but by very nature when we know that everything is hollow and empty...Child has come from nothing...what is there in mother ?.....so knowledge is never ending...it's new everyday....such a brave will not ask I want this ..I want that...everything is hollow and empty. You can leave everything from outside but to leave everything inside as hollow and empty is difficult ... as good...bad , qualities of mind creating conflict inside you... mind dropping all conflicts and taking all that has come without any complain...people who love or don't love...botheration happen...detach yourself. There are people who detach with good food...entertainment...one who has made hollow and empty...none of worldly things like hankering..pleasure ur unpleasant. They take things as they come...see divinity in all.
